Sunday, January 8, 2012

Exit Strategy Conclusion

I've decided to push. I say this realizing that it is not necessarily my decision to make BUT I have decided to line things up to try for a VBAC. I will still schedule a c-section for several days after my due date - essentially the longest delay that my OB thinks is safe, or, more practically the first day she is on call after my due date. The hope though is that I go into labor on my own beforehand and go for it! Ultimately in the swirl of pros and cons, I decided that if possible I would like to spare my family the 4-6 weeks of being essentially not being very functional. La cocotte will necessarily be getting less attention after her sibling arrives, if possible I would like to avoid not being able to pick her up or hold her. Hubby will necessarily be getting less sleep and be more stressed after la cocotte's sibling arrives, I would like if possible to participate in the "workload" as much as possible. Very noble sentiments. Almost laughable in their implication that i have some control over what happens. But I can try. What I sense will happen is that I will go into labor on my own, NOT progress and then NOT have the "convenience" of a previously scheduled c-section during the day where my OB does the surgery and we can pre-arrange for care for la cocotte and will ALSO wind up with the inconvenience of the 4-6 week recovery period. But, it's worth a shot.

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  1. "Almost laughable in their implication that i have some control over what happens. But I can try. What I sense will happen is that I will go into labor on my own, NOT progress and then NOT have the "convenience" of a previously scheduled c-section during the day where my OB does the surgery and we can pre-arrange for care for la cocotte and will ALSO wind up with the inconvenience of the 4-6 week recovery period. But, it's worth a shot."

    I could have written that! Except for the 4-6 weeks maybe, since I thought recovering from the 1st one was really easy... but maybe it is precisely because it was the first one... the likely second may end up quite different, being not as fit, much more tired, and with a toddler at home!

    Anyway... crossing my fingers you will be proven wrong, and the VBAC will go smoothly... it does happen sometimes (so I have been told) :-)

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  2. Hi Mapp, Thanks for your comment. I too had a pretty smooth recovery from the first c-section but I think you hit the nail on the head re: being in not as good shape and having a toddler around. Plus, the body that recovers from a c-section this time will be a different body... one that had gone through pregnancy twice... who knows if that makes a difference. I am just trying not to get my hopes up too high that a second recovery from a c would be as easy as the first. Keep your expectations low and you'll never be disappointed :)

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  3. I have a question: Why would a leap baby celebrate bday every 4 years for the first 20 yeras of her life? Why not longer? I do not understand.

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  4. Best of luck and I totally support your decision! My feeling is that you WILL progress if you go into labour on your own, as opposed to being induced. I in no way found c-section recovery easy, so despite my VBAC being brutally long and painful, (helloooo posterior baby!), the recovery was easy by comparison. I've actually heard (in the event you do end up getting a repeat c) that recovery from a second is easier than the first. So either way. I think you'll be fine.

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  5. mmmonyka - yeah, i just re-read what I wrote and it made no sense. I meant to say that having a real birthday once every four years would probably bother the child when he/she was younger (maybe up to 20) but once child became adult he/she would probably appreciate the uniqueness of having a leap day birthday.
    Brianne - thanks so much for the encouragement I really hope I go into labor on my own this time. Last time i was still not dilated at 5 days past my due date... but as all the pregnancy books say "every pregnancy is different"...

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  6. Oh, make sense. I thought that there will be something going on in 20 yeras regarding leap year observance (or better occurance) and I missed it:)

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